Masturbation

Everyday is a vivid nightmare,
Ever since i left the highchair
Waking up to miss the school bus,
Breaking up again is too much

Everything i did was no good
Close to so good but, always no good
Even if i changed is my destiny the same?

Maybe i'm a little sensitive & high-strung
Mentally abused when so young

I've heard it all before
Critisim i ignore...

It aint enough to be myself and be free
Stand on this ground that lies beneath me
Life it burns so cold then so hot

Don't underestimate me big shot!

[chorus]
Don't need these conversations
They feel like masturbation
To much antisapation
Shut it up, shut it, shut it, shut it up!

I make my decisions,
Based on your reactions
To get my satisfaction.

Shut it up, shut it, shut it, shut it up!

See i'm the boy who made things happen
Driven by complete compassion
I'm always thinking about tomorrow
But today is where i borrow,
My mistakes
Cause now im learnin'
Lessons that just keep on burnin'

I'm easily amused and just as easily confused.

Maybe life aint much worth livin'
But its the gift that keeps on givin'
No matter what your dealt
And no matter how you felt

Think about the time that we had zero problems
Everyday could last forever
But life burns so cold and so hot

Don't underestimate me big shot!

[chorus]

And soon you'll see
How fucked up the truth can be
A friend in need of you and me
It's so much easier if you..
You just don't care!

Shut it up, shut it, shut it, shut it up!

Look at my face
(look at my face)

Don't treat me like innocence and think that i can't see though
Your
Plasticness.
Don't pretend that you comprehend & think that i can't tell
You've lost your
Place again.

It's all good (it's all good)
It's all right (it's all right)
Now i'm realising who i'm dealin' with.. (who im dealin' with)

[repeat x2] more x (louder each time)

[chorus]

And soon you'll see
How fucked up the truth can be
A friend in need of you and me
It's so much easier if you..
You just don't care!