Lost and found

I'm on my way now
I did it by myself
I looked down every hall and avenue and I did it without help
I'm in a place now where I can be myself
I'm gonna do what I want and say what I think and never be let down

held back and pushing through
looking for a better view
this is what I'm gonna do
when I get through

I understand how I made it through this far
I took the backseat to and let them through and I waited for the start
I'm gonna find out how I can be a part
of everything I'm not but wished I was
I'm gonna fill this empty heart

held back and pushing through
looking for a better view
this is what I'm gonna do
when I get through

and I wonder when it's gonna turn around

standing on this cloud the air is clear up here
I'm never going back from where I came I found what I want it's right here

held back and pushing through
looking for a better view
this is what I'm gonna do
when I get through

and I wonder when it's gonna turn around

I'm waiting, I'm craving, I'm saving
and now it's time I'm gonna stand up gonna shine

and I wonder when it's gonna turn around