Beautiful disaster

You wanna be on your own
But I don't wanna let you go
I reach out, you walk away
Feels colder than December
When will I ever see you again?
I live in hope everyday
Running away doesn't make it better
Nowhere to run to escape

Like a beautiful disaster
Here I am the morning after
Picking up all that's left of me
Like a hurricane in summer
Holding on in rain and thunder
I don't know if I'll make it through the day
Beautiful...

I try to make the best of things
But really who am I kidding?
I'm barely breathing everyday
And you're out there some place somewhere
Oblivious to my despair
While you're sleeping I'm awake, do you know?
Pull me from the wreckage, pull me through it
And just get me through the night, I'll be ok

Like a beautiful disaster
Here I am the morning after
Picking up all that's left of me
Like a hurricane in summer
Holding on in rain and thunder
I don't know if I'll make it through the day
Beautiful
Beautiful disaster

I don't know if I'll make it
I don't know if I'll make it through
But it's like I'm living everyday for you

Like a beautiful disaster
Here I am
Picking up all that's left of me
Like a hurricane in summer
Holding on in rain and thunder
I don't know if I'll make it through, yeah
Beautiful
Beautiful disaster, disaster