No problem of evil
Long sufferingHow humanistic of you to ask. The question is wrong in its format
This is what you ask: "How could a just God spare your life, after your have drank your sin like water and ignored His warnings like a fool?"
Now you truly understand the problem of evil. The perspective starts with God. Many leave the faith because of an inability to understand justice as it relates to God and to man. Many act as if God owes them at least a fair existence so they ask "why do bad things occur to people who are good?"
Hopefully you understand that your heart is evil and prone to passions despised by God. You speak of the unfair distribution of evil. But what would constitute unfair to you? What you need to understand is that none of us deserve any good so everything good is a gift. I can see it's overwhelming, the sovereignty of God. He is not the author of iniquity
The problem of evil is one of the main reasons that many won't accept Christianity. God-hating idolatry is a grim reality. Yahweh's holiness is not comprehended by the masses
We have judged God. We are the problem of evil