Breathing happiness

Open your mouth
Open your lungs, and dry your tears
Have no fear, your fix is near
Just inhale till your eyes start to swell, cause were going to hell
Just tell your friends that you fell

Off with the way your life was going and
Knowing you it was evident cause you're demons were showing

You keep the closest locked, gun on the top shelf
As security for when you start telling yourself

I'm not fucking happy

The world is passing me by and I'm just getting high
I'd rather be in a safe place, slip away and put on a new face
I've let anxiety take my place

I hope it burns a hole into my brain
I'd rather feel dumb than alone
I'm just a breath away from feeling like a person again
Two more from a phone call home

What would my mother say?
If she could see the dead look on my face
Clouded eyes, were never good at telling lies
These walls keep mocking me

Clouded eyes were never good at telling lies

I hope it burns a hole into my brain
I hope it burns a hole into my brain

The world is passing me by and I'm just getting high
I'd rather be in a safe place, slip away and put on a new face
I've let anxiety take my place