Cuts and blood

This ugly wedding dress I had to paint it red.
Tattered and torn now, I must try to bring back my crimson bridge
But I lift you up
I forgive everything,
And later on my reckoning
If you can see in my mind's eye "oh such sweet horrors"
And before this night is done
It will change forever sinking
Down 'til nothing is real
Got 6, 6, sips just to feel
I see with electric eyes to fit my perfect crime,
So I lift you up, I can't see anything
And later on please punish me
If you can see in my mind's eye "Oh such sweet horrors"
And before the night is done, I'm changed forever cuts!
Are what you gave to me blood!
It's my reckoning