Lost in wonderland

I needed more time
To realise what i've been missing
But on my way down
Life said "no" to all my wishes
Cos i've built my faith
On grounds polluted from my hate
Now this reality
Feels like an awful vivid dream

Where everybody knows

That i'm lost in wonderland
Nobody feels me
I'm just a memory
And you don't need me
Away from your sun

That shines upon my life no more

I could always blame
My bitter childhood memories
But that will just portray
I'm still the selfish man you hate
Cos you made a choice
That gave your smile a stronger voice
Now this reality
Is killing all my dignity

Where everybody knows

That i'm lost in wonderland
Nobody feels me
I'm just a memory
And you don't need me
Away from your sun

And all those things you said
I keep them close to me
To remind me what i should
Never ever be
As you go on and shine
In someone else's life
I keep on moving moving
Far away

I'm lost in wonderland
Nobody feels me
I'm just a memory
And you don't need me

I'm lost in wonderland
Nobody feels me
I'm just a memory
And you don't need me
Away from your sun

That shines upon my life no more