Gonna try to be a girl

I'm gonna try to be a girl so then I'll meet a boy,
Grow up and find a man to fill this ugly fucking void.
I never thought you were good enough for me,
(I just wanted some arms around me).

You keep it straight laced inside of me,
I'll let you fuck with my head for eternity.
I'll keep my head down.
Wear the wedding gown.
Signed, suffocated, delivered.

I think you should hear her talk inside of my head.
It's all her fault inside of my head.
It's all her fault inside of my head.

Maybe I'll try and meet a girl then I can be a boy,
Up and find a man,
(ugly fucking void)
I didn't love you, you didn't love me,
We had a heart felt need for security so why don't you wake up?