Understanding your lies

All my jokes ain’t telling lies
About the suffer of the mankind
And you keep telling how perfectly insane you are
Showing the madness within my mind

Lost with time into the sand
A lot of things I don’t understand
How all of it works without a pride
To suffer like no other lie

It hurts so much to be left behind
To be used by you, your guinea pig
Control the feelings ain’t a men job
You’re nothing but death to me