Holding on to nothing

It's been so long
Since you've shown me a sign of life
This feeling comes and goes
But it's here tonight
This time the hurt isn't worth
Putting up the fight
I wish my head could tell my heart
How to get it right
I thought i'd be someone you'd love by now

Should i keep on waiting
While you keep fading?

I keep holding on to nothing

With every move i make i only push you away
Why must i kill everything that i try to save?
Some want it all but it's only you i crave
With every word i write i'm only digging my grave
I thought i'd be someone you'd love by now

I'd give you anything you want
But you want anything but me

You have everything you need
And that's anyone but me