The letter

The distance is not easy i know,
For me you are important,
When i read that letter,
I've felt myself dying,
I need you
Maybe in your coming home,
You understood that for us,
Is better not be togheter,
This make me feel sad,

Can you see me now? I am crying…
I can feel them gliding down from my eyes
My eyes couldn't be filled with yours
But myself, all of me is filled up with you…
I can't stop them… damned tears.
That day
I leaved all behind me
I tried, but my pain
Has drive it in too deep
Few moment it comes back,
so devastating, it close
the gates of my soul
I lie lifeless,
Lacking in power,
I cant dominate
The will of feelings
I can feel sound, pictures
Filtered as what will left
As my memories
I would like to have the firmness to embrace this descending moon
(I could never hold it)
I would like to have the firmness to embrace what I cannot hold