Hard to believe

Once again
I’m lost in this crazy train
Puzzling my mind
I cannot put these thoughts aside
I am getting insane
With things I cannot change
Feeling impotent
About what I can’t control

Late at night
I try to sleep
But it is taking over my mind
It is hard to believe

Drowning in a lie
I try to free me
But it consumes my mind
It is hard to believe

Feeling the fear
Ripping and running through my veins
This anxiety
Is like a voice without a face
So insecure
The voice wants me to crawl
Hell is my home
Will I escape or will I fall?

Living in this cage
With lies, every day and night
The voice wants to feed me

The voice wants me to believe
That I will never succeed
But my struggle won’t be in vain
Someday my voice will be louder
And the voice without a face
Will fade away