Foolish pawns

I wonder how
I can't stop thinking
How can people be so false?
I cannot trust anyone
And my heart is freezing like an ice
Starving all my life

I wonder how evil is flowing
Wherever I see I cannot see the end
And my brain is aching as if

Wounded guns, arrows, stupid wars
Every war has no sense but I'm killing
Myself to understand why and for
What fucking reason this war came for

What am I carrying on the battle now?
What am I fighting for?
How many battles do I have
To carry on to see the light?
Will I get my light?
Win the battles, all
What's the goal?

I wonder why people are dying
The world is drowning and it doesn't know
And we are pawns
We are moving along to get mad

Foolish guns, arrows, stupid wars
Every war has no sense but I'm killing
Myself to understand why and for
What fucking reason this war came for

What am I carrying on the battle now?
What am I fighting for?
How many battles do I have
To carry on to see the light?
Will I get my light?
Win the battles, all
What's the goal?
Damned war!