5 years

I've waited so long for this day
Just to hear your voice
I'm happy that I spoke my mind
And I found you in these dark times

I don't understand why I feel this way
But I know I can't deny these feelings
So I cry everyday and I'm so far away
From seeing your face

And I can't even write the words to explain
How I feel

There's this one thing I need you to know
And I've got to make sure you hear me
Cause I'm feeling so alone
And I'm tired of trying to say
That I miss you

I loved walking and talking about living
Without each other
It's strange how five years pass in a teardrop
And in a moment you forget that you cried

So I'm sorry that I hurt you
I'm sorry I was mean
I'm sorry about the beauty that I could never see
I'm sorry that I walked away
From a friend in need
In need of the love
You never got from me

And I hope you understand
I hope that you can see
That this is a heartfelt true apology
But above all this...

There's this one thing I need you to know
And I've got to make sure you hear me
Cause I'm feeling so alone
Cause I'm tired of trying to say
That I miss you

I miss you