Farewell faux amant

Again again you ask to be
Nothing more than friends
Even tho it kills me so much more in the end
You shouldve embraced
But you pushed me further it felt

Like murder
No one else
Loved you regardless
Of those skeletons in your closet
Your closet

Farewell
Faux ammant
I no longer care of
What you want
Wont be what you want if
You want me then search
Tonight I throw what we had in the hearse

Gave you the book
Chapters I wrote
Love filled chapters you had closed
Your excuses
Of confusion, place me into
An amorous stranglehold
Walls of fear
Confusion, intoxication

I cant escape
I've been enclosed
But you already kno
You used those
Ingredients
To build your broken home
You chose
A victims road

You may as well
Have put a crown of thorns
Upon my shattered skull
Your mistake is a cross upon my shoulders
The pain is horrible, refusal to repair
An accidental acceptance
Makes you guilty as well
You executed
The life that lied within
And left me an empty shell

Farewell faux ammant
I no longer care of what you want
Wont be what you want if you want me then search
Tonight I throw wat we had in the hearse
I feel like nothing without you but I have to go
I know I know you fear
Letting love grow
Words were spoken actions taken

I rather kill a part of me than continue breaking
For every minute, every hour, every day with things as is
I die more inside
And ur revival doesnt give
My smile is short lived
Its so short lived
The truth comes back to haunt me the feelings a lie,
Ive held on as much as I can damnit I tried,
But knowing you belong to some other guy
I can never truely be alive
Throw dirt over my head
And blacken my eyes

You were the greatest lyrics
Now you are talentless music
Influenced by the words of
The drunk and foolish
This doesnt
Have to be permanent
But knowing you it will be
Living up to your title
As a rebel is more important apparently

Your friend is a fake who will
Betray you so I hope ur prepared
Anthony is a crook who u opened up
To and pretends to be there
Your refusal to escape
Means you never really cared
It hurts to see u there

No one else will share what we have shared
If you choose to truely try
If you fight for me like I
Have for you then I love you goodnight dont you cry
But you wont even take a swing
At them for me dont you deny
This is the end of our road butterfly
Au revoir