Freed to sanity

Everything is perfect when I'm right here in your arms
When I hear your voice and when I look into your beautiful eyes
But I feel that something's changing, I feel that you are not here
As I'm looking closer felt as if someone else was near

Everything is perfect when I'm right here in your arms
When I hear your voice and when I look into your beautiful eyes
But I feel that something's changing, I feel that you are not here
As I'm looking closer felt as if someone else was near
I thought I was wrong
But you knew all along

So I'm walking sideways just incase you want to pass by
Think about you daily never giving a reason to try
But I'm sick of always fighting for someone who isn't even there
You think I'm the victim but I think that maybe that's your part here
Thought that I could cry
I never said goodbye

When you left with everything
With you, you took a part of me
I don't think I'll ever be
Freed to sanity

So I'm living silenced in a flashback of faded dreams
Nothing left to bleed on but my vengeance and my delicate schemes
If I had a chance to say it, I would but leave it obscure
No one else could tell me you're the person that I wanted more
I would testify
If you could be mine

I'll never give a reason why
I guess I'll let the feeling die
Cause I know I can't deny
Something that's not a lie
Something that's not a lie

It's not a lie
Can't say goodbye
It's not a lie