I shot him with a shotgun

He shot me with a shot gun
Crippled for life
Life full of heartless deeds
They could see all through me
They could see all through him
The desperation
Exasperation

Pity
Self-pity
One last drink
It's over in so many ways
The hole that's left is filling my chest with breeze

I shot him with a shot gun
But I miss him
I still miss him
We were holding hands watching the universe
Fall apart
We didn't exist
It's like we've never been
We didn't exist
Is this how we cease?
We didn't exist