Promise

Since when have you been waiting for me?
You must've been even colder from the icy wind.
As you hide the welled up tears in your eyes
You stare at me.

Is it okay if I hold you like long time ago?
I had so many things I wanted to say to you,
But because I couldn't think of any of them,
I just stare at you.

That you were going to be happy,
That you weren't going to ever look for me again,
You who made those promises first, do you know
how beautiful you can only be right now?

I hated you, who left me, so much I couldn't bear it.
I hoped that you'd hurt more than I did.
But as I look at your thinning body
My heart hurts so much.

That you were going to be happy,
That you weren't going to ever look for me again,
You who made those promises first, do you know
how beautiful you can only be right now?

You say that it was harder than you imagined,
and that you won't ever leave me again.
You who is promising me those things, you don't know
how thankful I am to you.

This time are you going to keep your promise?