Yellow roses (but i'm not sorry)

And you're always right here
But you're always distance even though you're near
And you always right here.
Wrote you a letter and sealed it with my blood
It said a million things i'm scared to say to your face
For fear they would not carry weight

When will I take back everything that I felt
About love, loss and regret what I felt
It's all about our time and how we know
Everything I would take back
Everything that I felt about love, loss and regret
What I have felt until now.

Throught all this time that we've spent
We're finding truths about ourselves
I'm a sucker for holding hands and long stares
Regretting I had not met you long ago
Long ago.

And you calculate everything.
You calculate me.

And I will take back everything that I felt
About love, loss and regret what we said
And this is not about this time and how we know
Everything I would take back
Everything that I felt about love, loss and regret
What I have felt until now.