Owning up

There's no honesty in your eyes when you twist your tongue
How can you be so pathological yet still so young?
Every lies a trigger pulled on a loaded gun
I'd sooner leave you behind than have these songs unsung
I hope you wake up one of these days all on your own
Because you never really knew how it felt to be alone

I thought my best days were behind me
I thought they were long gone
I'd convinced myself that they'd left with you
Now I'm stuck to live with empty bottles and a bitter heart
You're the one thing I'll never miss
I am done with this

I guess you were right
When you said I only loved you because I needed you
But I felt it none the less and I know for sure
It's no coincidence that I fell for you rather than anybody else

I'm a waster of your time, you wasted mine too
All the hours spent just decaying with you
Made me question everything I love and everything I've come to trust
And I can see you're 23 and still stuck in that high school mentality
And I may be cutting you off
But you handed me the scissors to make this mark without the scar
Invalidated promises won't get you far

I guess you were right
When you said I only loved you because I needed you
But I felt it none the less and I know for sure
It's no coincidence that I fell for you rather than anybody else

I listen to the songs I played on your bed
Does my voice run through your head?
I listen to the songs I played on your bed
Does my voice run through your head?
I listen to the songs I played on your bed
Does my voice run through your head?
I listen to the songs I played on your bed
Does my voice run through your head?
I listen to the songs I played on your bed
Does my voice run through your head?