Maybe if i sing

How did this happen? I'm so distracted
All the voices in my head won't make up their mind
And my heart is hurting, I feel like cursing
Oh, I need you to tell me that this battle's not mine
I want to go for the ride, shotgun on the passenger? S side
We could leave this whole world behind

Maybe if I sing to a crowd of strangers
Somehow maybe I could see
That the war is won, look how far we've come
Did I forget all those times that you carried me?
The flame is heated, but I feel defeated
With nothing to show, but this tired old voice
Singing the same song. Where did I go wrong?

Jesus can you hear me over the noise?
And I don't feel worth it, I'm so imperfect
But still I pretend like I'm the apple of your eye
'Cause you're the reason I sing, you're my everything
And when I hear how much you love me

It steals my heart every time
I want to go for the ride, shotgun on the passenger? S side
We could leave this whole world behind
But what if I'm scared to let go? This world is all that I know
God please don't let me wake up to find I've left you someday