Purple

(Sometimes it feels like I'm in a dream)
(Or, a nightmare)
(But I'm awake)
(And, I'm doing things but)
(I'm not meaning to do them)
(And even though it's a nightmare)
(I feel happy inside)

I've done some things in my life
That you may think are crazy
A little different from the rest
I get my pleasure from the pain

I've got some ghosts who follow me
You may think I'm crazy
But in the night I know I
Feel alright

I see spirits all around me
As I try to understand
What makes me do the things I do
To everyone around me
And I bet you never knew
I could have regrets
For all the things that
Make you see red
But all I see is purple instead

I smile in the face of what's to come
We can try but we can't run
From the fate we bring upon ourselves

It's just a dream, just a dream
But that doesn't mean
My waking life is not a nightmare

I see spirits all around me
As I try to understand
What makes me do the things I do
To everyone around me
And I bet you never knew
I could have regrets
For all the things that
Make you see red
But all I see is purple instead

This is the end of me
They got the best of me
Now justice has been served
Oh, well
Live and learn

I see spirits all around me
As I try to understand
What makes me do the things I do
To everyone around me
And I bet you never knew
I could have regrets
For all the things that
Make you see red
But all I see is purple instead