On a boat

I'm living on a boat, around me, the tempest
I made with clouds a coat
And with raindrops a dress
Waves are so high
That i can't see the sky
And i can't see my sorrow
In this feverish hollow, surrounded by fear
My boat's capsizing
What am I doing here
Why on earth can't I swim
There is water in my nose
There is water in my brain
I'm bleeding water caus'
There is water in my veins
And now I am drowning
I can follow my way
Now i am drowning
I feel sea dying away
I heard lot of stories
But none tells, I am certain
How docile water is
When you live in heaven.