I deeserve what i get

I'm not getting sleep at night
My insomnia's a pain
Problems I create myself
I drag here from the day
Harsh words I keep them to myself
Hearing my problems serves to destroy
I'm a case for us all

Deserving what I get (I deserve what I get)
Deserving what I get

There's such joy in wasting time
An achievement not at all
My destructive side again