Hiding place

Where is my hiding place if not in thy castle
Pain steams from my self minded heart
Forrest of words i'm lost in your darkness
Silence are you an enemy or a friend
Reconsidering my constructions
I have built up a tower
I have built up a shelter
With stones of words
My mind's throwing words back at me
I scream
Where is the heart
Where is he heart of man

Where is the steadfast joy
If not in thy presence
Empty empty empty i burn down
Oh consuming fire take me over
To what i no longer understand
Reconsidering my constructions
I have built up a tower
I have built up a shelter
With stones of words
I can hear you
And i lay down my sword
As i cry holy holy holy