Should it begin...

And now the storm begins to break
Oh could there be a hiding place
The thunder trembles in my veins
No mortal hand can choke the reins
I can't disguise the sacrifice
The bitter truth, how sweet the lies
One thousand thoughts to comprehend
Should it begin, or should it end
I heard a cry that turned to laughter
Admidst the turmoil deep inside
The voice will ring forever after
Oh can my conscience not be brided - enough
To dwell on thoughts of fortune
And let my sanity survive
And not to live a life of caution
Or must I leave - just to arrive
And now the storm begins to break
Oh could there be a hiding place
The thunder trembles in my veins
No mortal hand can choke the reins
I can't disguise the sacrifice
The bitter truth, how sweet the lies
One thousand thoughts to comprehend
Should it begin, or should it end
The heat of fear has left me colder
The demons find no place to hide
I seek the strength of men much bolder
Oh come and line up side by side - to tear
In shreds the foe of whom I'm losing
God in who else can I confide
Is the answer so confusing
Or must I leave - just to arrive