Cigarette burns

I've got cigarette burns on my skin and i dont even smoke as im choking on this kush and im ready to be pushed over the edge i need a second to release this mental pressure all my life i was neglected now addiction has me feeling dead and its to heavy blacked out in my best friends chevy el-dorado sitting on top of cinderblocks chopping rocks on the back of skateboard decks wheres the meth creeping death heart attack wheres the mutha fuckin jack
i need a breath i need a sip i need a puff i need a hit needy little pity girl self destructive fucking bitch
sicka than some sickle cell or syphilis or gonorrhea lick tequila off of mirrors waiting on my fucking dealer i need my shit on spec cause im broken than a rubber check rubber necking yellow lines down mulholland morning time push it to the borderline im borderline obsessed and i still have some shit to get off of my fucking chest

unwrap the fears and sip the tears watch me walk away into the twilight zone im to high im stoned....im stoned.....come to the zone

im haunted by the repercussions i can feel the reaper rushing puffing on some reefer with my hands around the bottle clutching shivering im blown to bits what the fuck just one more hit close my eyes to paradise im paralyzed im over it im out of it and showering and flying on the ground and i aint never coming down unless its downers in my jack and coke mixed up with some smack and coke like a john belushi joke d.o.a at the chatau
i need a breath i need a sip i need a puff i need a hit needy little pity girl self obsessive fucking bitch
waiting on my dealer has me in psychotic fits counting seconds like there minutes its been hours since i had a hit i need my shit on spec cause im broken than a rubber check rubber necking yellow lines down muholland morning time push it to the borderline im borderline obsessed and i still have some shit to get off of my fucking chest