It ain't easy

If only I could find the words
To tell you how I feel
You know I'd take them back
All the other things I said
I'd take away the bad
Along with the rest
Oh yes

If only I could find the words
I know your heart would melt
There's no point in looking back
All around my head
Looking back on all the sad
The pain of yesterday
Is in somethin', somethin'
Something you did to me

Well, it ain't easy lord no it ain't easy
Feeling like I never did before
It ain't easy lord no it ain't easy
Knowing how I'll feel forever more
If only you would say the words
You know I long to hear
So much time has passed
Since we did the things we did
And I've been broke a thousand times
I'm all alone since then
And there's somethin', somethin'
Something you did to me

Well, it ain't easy lord no it ain't easy
Feeling like I never did before
It ain't easy lord no it ain't easy
Knowing how I'll feel forever more
Now everybody's heard my story
How do you think it's going to end?
It's so hard to ignore ignore thee
Somethin', somethin', something you did to me

Well, it ain't easy lord no it ain't easy
Feeling like I never did before
It ain't easy lord no it ain't easy
Knowing how I'll feel forever more
This is how I'll feel forever more