You suck at loving me

It's been six months
Since i met you at the ball
I was there for you
Every battle you lost
I never let you fall

I kind of swore to myself
That i'd never leave you alone
That i'd never make you sad
That i'd support you forever
And that i would never
Let anyone hurt my porcelain doll

So i don't know what i did
Against you?

You lit up my life
You renewed my youth
Then you fade me into the darkness
Only you can see
You suck at being lovely

You ruined my life
You poisoned my mind
You drained the blood of my heart
You weren’t able to see
The much you made me suffer indeed
You suck at loving me

In my dreams, i wished
We marrying in a beautiful chapel
I could see our babies
Trying to walk toward us
But they'd only crawl

I intended to give you
A heck of princess life but
You didn’t enjoy my feelings at all

So i don't know what i did
Against you?

You lit up my life
You renewed my youth
Then you fade me into the darkness
Only you can see
You suck at being lovely

You ruined my life
You poisoned my mind
You drained the blood of my heart
You weren’t able to see
The much you made me suffer indeed
You suck at loving me

I trusted you, i believed you
But you threw away my love
I'm afraid i’ll lose control
Because i'm gonna
Put you against this wall

I can't believe i ever wanted you
I can't believe i was hopelessly
In love with you
I thought i was loved by you

And i didn't know
You'd be a turd
Having my friends over
While i was out
With your deadly charm
That made me a tool
For your lust wishes

You made a fool
Out of me
And i just cannot
Forgive you

So i don't know what i did
Against you?

You lit up my life
You renewed my youth
Then you fade me into the darkness
Only you can see
You suck at being lovely

You ruined my life
You poisoned my mind
You drained the blood of my heart
You weren’t able to see
The much you made me suffer indeed
You suck at loving me

You suck at being gentle
You suck at being free
You suck at being lovely
You suck at loving me.