Wasted this

I don't know why this feels so wrong
I can only hide for so long
I look at it now and just can't find
A way out of two minds

And even though I tried my best
To resist
I still feel like I've wasted this
And I don't know which way is up
Or what I've missed
I still feel like I've wasted this

Losing love and time and sleep
On things far away from me
It's hard for me to just say no
It's hard to let go

And even though I tried my best
To resist
I still feel like I've wasted this
And I don't know which way is up
Or what I've missed
I still feel like I've wasted this