Poison boy

You're my poison, poison, poison boy
You're my poison boy
I used to see the best in me
But you brought out the mess of me

I didn't plan to love a man
He stopped me dead and no one can
Bring me back from this heart attack
I was sober and right on track
I lost my grip and then we slipped
I wept and kept on taking hits
Scalpel harms all on my arms
He makes me scream he makes me calm

I can't help but be afraid
This tragedy is what I made
He deafens me without a sound
Every mutter and stutter pulls me down
Down to the ground
When he's around
I feel I've found the half of me
Without me him I act like sin
I'm no good when I'm lonely