It's not killing me

Another night has gone by
There's a light in the sky
But why am I awake
Why does my head turn
Why do my eyes burn
It's not killing me
And it sure is hard to take

Two friends of mine have left
They said boy, you're a mess
I know something must be wrong in your life
Sometimes it goes away
And I sure hope it doesn't stay
It's been a Monday
And that's a one day too long

There is nothing left to do today
Anyway it's all gone
What was it for?
What was it said?
Lies in some fallow corner of my head
So, I sit and twitch
Lord, I itch and itch

It was some small mental mistake
I dunno if it was my fault or not
Well, I started to rot
It's not killing me
And it sure is hard to take
Oh yeah