Had i not complained?

Had I not complained would I be alright
On my darkest day would the sun shine bright
Had I not complained
Had I not restrained my love for you
Would I still be lying next to you
Had I not restrained

Chorus
And I don't know why
I do the things I do
Yeah I don't know why
I never seem to make it through
Had I not complained to you
Had I not restrained from you
If I never had lied to you
Where would I be now
Should have shown respect for you
Should have never neglected you
Had I not complained to you
Where would I be now

Had I not complained could I still be here
And my finest hour growing near
Had I not complained
Had I turned my back on bad advice
Could I still be here for the big surprise
Had I turned away

Chorus

Where would I be
If I had just
Followed you everywhere
Where would I be
Had I not complained