Courage is just well concealed fear

Being alive never meant so much.
Your racing heartbeat tells you
something, just stick around.
It simply says just stick around.
I thought you said that we were in this together.
The frustration is taking over me and I won't lose hope.
Stay young! Just don't let me down, giving up now.
I can't be held responsible for everything,
this time I won't let you down.
Motivation runs short,
close your eyes.
Cross your fingers and hope to die,
this is what, keeps me alive.
This time I won't, this time I won't let you down.
This time I won't I swear I wont let you down.