Collision course

I'm on this roller coaster ride
Of death and life
Don't we all feel like it with these
Ups and downs

And do i really want to continue
I've got nothing to look forward to
But death

Maybe time will do me good
Maybe death will make them realize i was here

I collide again to try to stop
The pain inside
Why pretend i feel good
With who i am

Can the world try to make a place for me
So i can relinquish this
Fear of mine

Maybe it'll do them good
Maybe they'll see i wasn't that bad

Yeah, i collide again
Its not like me to complain
Or to dwell
But i'm so sad
Yes, i'm so sad