Hollowness

kimi wa iu “mou raku ni nareru yo” to
ima omoeba sore ga amai wana ni natte itan da

kyou mo hito no risou de watashi wa gugenka sarete iku
kyokou kyogen kyozou kyoshin de tsukuriageta jibun de

shoujiki mono wa ookami shounen
usotsuki wa sorosoro higaishazura
de uso naki hajimeru jikan da aa
konna sanjigen nante nigetakunaru ni kimatten daro

to virtualize a lie
hikagakuteki genjou to kakuuteki genron
nandemo yokatta yo
ai wo kure yo aishite kure yo
kotoba wa mou watashi wo iyase ya shinai
mou chotto soba ni ite yo
tarinai ikite kita akashi wa kizu kizu kawari ni natte
onegai kagami no naka no doppelgänger

zutto nante hodo hakanai mono wa nakatta
zenbu, sou, fikushon de ii
sorya hitomi mo tojitaku mo narudarou?

lalala

katamuite shimatta
tenbin no yoko de watashi ni waratta
mou kimi no basho wa nai to
kaeritakute mo mou kaerenakunatte
kotoba hitotsu no omosa mo shiranakattan da
watashi no gisei ni natte kure yo risoukyou wa doko e kieta

kawarihateta sugata de
watashi ni itsuwari no emi wo ukabete ita

mata uso wo suikonde
kimi wa atarashii uso wo tsukutte haku no deshou?
utsuwa ni suginai aitsu ni wa narenai
subete tsukuriageta risoukyou

kowashitakatta ga
kowasenakatta
watashi no risoukyou wa koko shika nakute
imi mo naku te wo sashinobete shimatta
kagami no oku e

to virtualize a lie
higenjitsuteki genjou
ari mo shinai kyouzou
kiete iku kyoukaisen wo
kaeshite kure yo to kaeshite kure yo to
mou ichido yarinaosasete hoshikute
honmono wa koko ni irun da sore wa chigau, chigaun da
genei no watashi wo aisanaide wasurenaide onegai
omoi wo hasete chikau yo

I won’t lie to you again. you have my word