Running away

I have never been so far away
don't know if I should go or I should stay
I don't know where to run to find you
I heard the rumous but i can't get trough

I wanna love you
I want to know myself
but I am starting, starting to run away
I wanna get trough
I wanna kill myself
but I am going, going to run away again
going to run away again
going to run away

the groung is dead, the sky is grey
just like a desert but i'm here to stay
i watch a tear running down your face
you should not have to cry, this is the place

I wanna love you
I want to know myself
but I am starting, starting to run away
I wanna get trough
I wanna kill myself
but I am going, going to run away again
going to run away again
going to run away

help me to find the right decisions
'cause I am blind, have only visions
you are so cruel, I know you love me
but I don't know, I should be happy

I wanna love you
I want to know myself
but I am starting, starting to run away
I wanna get trough
I wanna kill myself
but I am going, going to run away again
going to run away again
going to run away again