My enigma

My Enigma.
Rate my life below the minus point.
My Enigma.
Degrade the last thing I have left.
There's nothing left of my pride.
There's nothing left of my ride through life.
I'll be here biting the pain away.
Losing some life every day.
How hard is it to see your own mistakes?
I'm not the only culpable bastard!

My Enigma.
Draw meaning out the phrase.
My Enigma.
See your own hypocritical deeds.
There's nothing left of my pride.
There's nothing left of my ride through life.
I'll be here restating my thoughts
In search of the perfect words.
Open your eyes motherfucker can't you see?
You are doing the same thing as the parents you hate...

Did you forget that you did begin this?
Did you forget that you're the causer of my disaster?
Did you forget that I'm more resourceful?
Did you forget that I would break away?

You're testing me again.
Fraud! Fraud! Fraud!
Get yourself together girl.
Fuck! Fuck!
I see you inside of me.
My Enigma.
Don't you ever forget the days.
My Enigma.
That you knew you were below me.
I can't count the times you asked me to kill you.
How many times have you asked for more?
I'll be with you invisible.
Every fucking day I will haunt your brain.
But oh my God, I feel like I'm fading away.
I'm fading away and i'll make you fade away with me.

Did you forget that you did begin this?
Did you forget that you're the causer of my disaster?
Did you forget that I'm more resourceful?
Did you forget that I would break away?

My Enigma set me free.
Release me of these chains.
They're getting way to heavy for me.
I get so depressed.
Set me free.
My Enigma.