You can't: you can

Alone at last,
Beside myself,
On Monday mornings,
I'm somebody else.
Caught between,
Heaven and hell.
Where you can't cry
and they won't tell.

I've done it again,
A waste of a weekend.
Pour myself into a bottle of this that then.
After the fall-in and the wake,
I try to understand,
But you can't, you can
And that's all that hope demands.
With fingers numbed by this tingling pain,
Feel I'm dying every moment of this silicone day.
Inside the heavy and the hollow,
between the truth and the lies
I wrap myself in sorrow,
watch five more days go by.

One day at rest,
Is never too much,
Hands move slowly,
I think I'm in love.
Space to breathe,
Things to come,
But only hearts move,
on a platform like this one.

It's like you're never there.
No you can't, no you can't even care
Because there never was a sign.
No you can't, no you can't leave me.

You can't, you can't, you don't even try.
You can't, you can't, you don't even try.