I've brought you flowers

I've brought you flowers for your grave
Throttled by claws of silence
That rested after you've departed this life
Flowers full of smell
Covered in my blackened tears searing their beauty
Giving the gift of death
Poison of my exhaled breath

Please, redeem me from my endless suffering
Oh, you
You, my merciful one
Give me strenght to die
To dwell forever in your beloveth arms
Please, calm down my hopeless crying
Crush my pain to dust
And nothingness
Clasp me to your loving heart
Please, love, you know
I've brought you flowers
Please, close my eyes by your loving hand
Give me a lethal kiss
To fall asleep in my eternal peace
By your side