Live my life (like it's suicide)

It starts
A long drive up the coast
Land ends into an ocean
One plan that stays in motion
We’ve seen sparkling vines that plot
To yield and be an offering
In being, doing nothing

So I wanna live my life like it’s suicide to not open my eyes
To live like sadness is suicide

It’s harder to fear some hopeless end
When all around you teeming is beauty beyond dreaming

Speed right to the ocean
The freeway is rolling
So speed right to the ocean
And feel the light til I’m undone