Separation scars

Life is more than living empty veined
I can’t turn back to sink into the same
Forced to be a former me, let it bleed

The start of what was new
Took in and self abused
Sole intent I consumed
That the only one was you

Life is more than what its forced to be
Separating from what I thought was me
Safety washed away
And courage vow betrayed

Are you what I live for

Thought sleep could kill the pain
Nights shorter than the days
You are only my decline
You can’t act like my cocaine
No thought thats not erased
No self left to sedate
No way of quick escape
No euphoric state

The start of what was new
Took in and self abused
Sole intent I consumed
That the only one was you

Its like I’ve felt unsure
More than I have before
Former cause of this self war
You were all that I live for

Feeling my world sink into the same
What if I cant rid the former pain
Rid the pain
Im not who I used to be
Can’t repeat history

Rid the pain
Live again

How can a world exist
If I’m alone in this
Pull me through, learn to consume
I can live on without you

Live is more
Kill self war
Be the cure
You are all that I live for