I'm leaving

I swear I’ll change
The way I am
It takes a while but I'm working on
Now I can set myself free
I breath it in and breath it out
A love closed in a cloud of smoke
It takes a while but we're moving on
To new roads untraveled

And now I see
Now I see over me, and I’ll go as far as I can be
And now you plead
Now you plead for the things that you’ve lost in front of me
And now I see
Now I see over me and I’m tired to waste my time

Pain feels permanent
Till the end of me
No more lies, fears, hold me back down
This is goodbye to all we’ve said and done
I’m leaving

Another day’s been laid to waste again
I can’t ignore it
My head still aches and then my body shakes
In my perfect vices

A message in a bottle
We spoke in tongues for weeks
I've numbed all my feelings
So I forced myself to leave
So fuck that, I got no shame
You fail me, here I confess
There is no more time for regrets
All we had starts to decay

Pain feels permanent
Till the end of me
No more lies, fears, hold me back down
This is goodbye to all we’ve said and done
I’m leaving