Livin' again

I'm living again the same things
Just to forget some feelings
With other eyes I realized
And I concluded that I'm really tired
I take off my clothes and start to sleep
There are moments in life that we can't disguise
But I cannot close my eyes
There's something in me that makes me cry
Something, someone, who is living for fun
I walked away next to the sun
Everyday, every night
I always give up before the fight
Real, unreal, it's just to arrive
It's been impossible to survive
Crises instead of life
I know this is not right
I 'm walking in circles
Confused and paranoid
I'm so bored now
I'm so bored now
I'm swimming against the current
I'm marching against the stroll
Working hard everyday
I'm falling in a hole
The promises made were forgotten
I'm not so trustful
Ignore my mistakes and tears
You must think that I'm such a fool
Living again the same things
Just to forget some feelings
With these same eyes I realized
And concluded that I'm really tired
I passed many years of my life
Waiting for a chance
Living again the same things
Forgetting my revenges