Too bad for heavens

Farewell my friends and all I know
That time has come for me to go.
I have to leave, I would rather stay
But something is hauling me away.
Towards the light lead all my ways
On final judgement of my days
Know something's wrong, I scared await
What will say the magistrate?

Were they your friends or enemy?
She said and then she grinned at me
You thought you lived your life so well
But now you are condemned to hell!

How could I know my paradise
If this place was just disguise
Hiding what they really think of me

Cursed!
Her words will haunt me to the end
Cursed!
Because they could not understand
Cursed!
Not a friend, in me they saw a fiend
Cursed!

And now I'm taking dusky route
I'm sure it's a dream, it's not the truth
I'm felling flames, but that can't be
That can't be happening to me!

Eternal fires feed on sinner's spirit
No grief nor tears for »creatures« in it
When on the very edge of my despair
Voice of a jailor gives me a dare:

Torment you see is only for the weak
For those, who gave up to their fate too quick.
Hate and revenge, therein lies true power,
Join my kin, defend your honour!
No longer owner of my soul
Cannot escape, so I will fight
Alongside those, who shun the light!

Cursed!
Abandoned from my gods, forgotten
Cursed!
For they have called me misbegotten
Cursed!
I really feel too bad for heavens now
Cursed!