Repressed memories

You opened my eyes
to a better world
without hate or bitterness
you show me what happiness really is
but like a fool i let you go.

I see you, with the life i wish i had
all i can do is close my eyes
You bring me to where i've never been
a whole new world where only joy remains

You, you survive
i, i suffer
you can bring me to my knees
you're the only
one that has the
spark to ignite the flame

Your eyes
bring out my lies
in a whole new world not mine
seek forth through skies
the find the reasons why
Why must you be so blind
can't you see that you are mine
through the lies my mind subcides
and then you'll realise