Letter of regret

Every time, I look in your eyes, I see a glimpse of pain

I never wanted, you to feel my pain, so I let you go
You never wanted, me to tell, the things of my past
And so I left it, all inside, my letter of regret

Every time, I hear your voice, I hear an ounce of pain

I never wanted, to cause you more pain, so I let you go
You woke, to my screams, nightmares of my past
Alone in the dark, I am writing, letters of regret

Here I am, once again, deep inside your mind... today

Every time I, touched your flesh, I felt your choking fear
I never wanted, to scare you that way, so I let you go
You never saw, what I felt inside, the monster within
Stalking and, preying, lied to keep it inside

Here I am, once again, deep inside your mind today
Surrounded by white, sterile and bright

Sedated, deflated, restraints are pulled tight
They call me crazy, oh could they be right
I'm sated, breath bated, I'm losing my mind

I am what I fear, (inside) echoed
And your stare is seared, (forever) echoed
I wont forget your look, (within) echoed
Your released I took your (pain) echoed...