Kept

I've been crawling circles in my skin
Leaving trails to where I've been
I'm still following

I've been tying knots in my muscles
Grinding down all of my bones
I'm paper thin

Give me something to believe in
I'll give you something to forget
I've been holding on to all my flaws
Chasing after a lost cause
I'll never win

I've lost every ounce of self respect
I hate my self I am a wreck
I'll give you something to forget