Deep deep down

So this is goodbye more or less, and things have changed a lot, I guess. In such a mess, and so out of hand, though I think it went pretty much as you planned. It was so hazy till my eyes had cleared, now I can see better but it still looks weird. Is that still you lying there? Why can't I find you anywhere? I still don't understand this episode, or why you led us down that road. But I think you knew where it would lead, and how something would come over me. I still don't know just what it was, I guess nobody ever really does know why they do the things they do. Why did I have to follow you? Deep deep down, where it isn't safe to be. 'Cause I beat you there, and now they're coming after me... You always were the angel in my eyes, now more than ever the term applies. The eyes still see what the soul believes, and you look so pretty underneath the leaves. And though we part forever now, I fell you'll be with me somehow. I believe in God you know, you're still my angel and I love you so. Deep deep down, pretty as the scenery. You're lying under it, but I feel you watching over me...
So now I've got to tear myself away because they'll just find me if I stay. They wouldn't understand what we'd been through, or how I did it all for you. All to show you how I cared, it was the last thing we ever shared together, and I'll cherish the memory. And carry a piece of you with me. Deep deep down, where I'm not supposed to be. 'Cause I buried you there, and now they're coming after me. Deep deep down, deep deep down, 'cause I buried you there, and now they're coming after me.