Jigsaw mind

Garbages and remains
Are seeping into my veins
Scoffing slowly my mind
Searching for a truth I'll never find
I'm just a wreck, a vulgar shape
Yet I would only escape

I would cure my mindache
Fathered by society
It seemed to be a way
To an open door
Now my mind is splitting
The door was closed

Where is reality ?
Why is my life so empty ?
Sinking into endless quicksand
Trapped in a nightmare which never ends
All this time long I was so blind
Now I'm a drifting soul with a jigsaw mind

(The door is closed...)